Today,this guy told these two girls who I like. My crush is Dillion,and I had this crush for about 3 months. those two girls were my friend Jakie and Colleen.

When I was working on the computer in the library, the two girls went back to class, and they promised to keep it a secret.

weirdly, another girl (brittany) talked about who like Dillion to Colleen..
Colleen, just to be that funny outgoing but yet loyal girl, made a joke of knowing who likes Dillion/
That made Brittany take guesses, and first she said my name. My friend said no, but Brittany could tell she was lying, so she went to Dillion and told who likes him.
Which was me

When I went back to the class to retrieve a posterboard, this guy came up and told me that everyone knows who I like. I look at Dillion, and he just stared. I ran back to the library, and no one bother to get me, when Colleen came to get me.
She told me what happened, and I told her that I hate her so much, and wished she was dead.

I came back to the classroom and sit next to Dillion, and Colleen (assigned seat). Dillion just said " I don't care Donna, and Colleen didn't tell me, it was actually Britanny. Colleen was trying to defend you"
I just looked at Colleen next to me, her head down.
I felt so bad, I couldn't believe that I told her how much I hate her, when she was trying to defend me.

Later on, she started to become all pissed. Ignoring my plea, Ignoring my reasoning. I ask Dillion
Why she was like that, when I told her how much i'm sorry. He sighed and the biggest shocker came in my life.

Colleen likes Dillion too, and she thinks that Dillion likes me better because he can speak to me better than her. She got all pissed, and she excused herself to the bathroom and before she left I saw a small tear roll down her cheeks.